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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
wanted to write up this as I wanted to get it off my chest or I will feel very uneasy and uncomfortable...couldn't care any more about my 'face'...all this started after Chemistry lesson about QA....was walking down with Marcus and ran into his CCA teacher and they chat for awhile..meanwhile..two of my friends came down as well and was asking me where Yee Ting was...at the same time..pointing behind secretly...was wondering at that point in time..."who is actually behind her that she wants to tell me about?" at the next second...SHE came down as well..directly behind...than I was totally stunned..."OMG!! why has she gotta appear at this time..." as I'm not mentally prepared..( prepare for? didn't know what to prepare either) if my eyes didn't lie...SHE waved at me or something...didn't really know what to say but just said "Hi, ****...!" one thing here that makes me feel very awkard for a reason...guess I didn't have much eye contact with HER when I greeted her back....was thinking " wasn't I rude that I didn't look directly at HER when I say hi?"...felt so bad and guilty..* Oh Man!!!* SHE didn't care much I guess...from HER expression...felt slightly happy plus sad...and bad!! after that..I so-called rush down the stairs to 'catch' up with her....*of course I didn't*...Debra's gang was downstairs too and she saw HER...went to the toilet up ahead but quickly turned back and headed somewhere and I quickly turned back and find Marcus...am I lousy?...guess so =(( after his conversation...went back down to ask Debra something which I shouted out loud to her as she was kinda far away..."where is she ar??" and...I saw her turning back and walk pass us...turned away as I didn't want to be seen...this time...went a little far...felt so embarassed after that...was like making a fool out of myself ...feel weird as of that moment when I made this two mistakes in less than 3 minutes...till now..couldn't stop scolding myself for making these stupid, irrelevant and unforgivable mistakes...I hope this wouldn't affect you much..although it affects me alot...wanted to say lotsa things to you..but didn't have the mentality to bring it to you...*I really miss you alot these weeks and possibly months...the likes I have for you grew more and more..really want to have the opportunity to know you more...have nice chats often in any way...although I would be able to see you almost everyday and especially more today...will want to see you more as school is closing soon and doubt that I will have anymore chance unless I ask you out and you willingly go...should know who am I mentioning about...really want you to let me have a chance...always on my mind...Miss You!! *
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
Been a LONG time ever since I last post....hahaha...been real busy with the prelims and preparations for O levels...haha...not been able to post one after the previous post...partially due to my forgetfulness...hehe...memory hasn't been good..=(( I gotta post this no matter how busy am I as the event which takes place yesterday happens once-in-a-lifetime...our graduation night held at HomeTeamNS (formerly known as CDANS country club)...everyone has been anticipating this even ever since we were told about it about a week ago....last Saturday...most of us went to shop for clothings at the same place...same time...so coincidental...hahaha...although we didn't meet up much...we contacted each other asking what are they buying and so on....the DAY has finally arrived...we had remedial lessons in the morning while others had time to rest...during maths...almost have of the class disappeared within a min or so...*quick to disappear....but late for lessons*..the most surprising thing...most guys stayed while most girls went off hurriedly...miracle!! our teacher was feddup with that attitude...terrible...but ths time..she didn't flared up in front of the innocent ones..those who stayed..haha..went home...had time to prepare..felt excited about the event...gotten ready by 4.15pm...I switched on the air-condition and my fan...to keep me "cool" as I "melt" at room temperatures...=D went to my friend's place...had a ride with three of my friends in one of their dad's car...thankful for that..we were sweating away...ah! almost forgotten...I dropped my tie in the middle of the zebra crossing located outside the school's gate....hahaha...of course I went back to picked it up and a driver turned and look at me as though I'm some kind of joker...reached the place at 5 plus..went through the main door...WOW!! many were there with beautiful dresses and nice looking guys with their ties and blazers on (some of them)...haha....holding in my arms were my silver-striped tie and my blazer...quickly went up to the bowling alley to grab some cold air to "freeze" me up...went to the toilet (which is warm in there) to buckle up my buttons for the tie and had a tie pin on...wore my blazer as well...look like...some kinda businessman or mafia boss...like everyone told me...felt as if I'm gonna buy over the whole building...hahaha...meet with all my buddies and had our pictures taken before proceeding to the hall...we need to sign-in...haha..like a wedding reception...sat on a table with all my buddies...that's being lucky...table 24..nice number...although I prefer 16 or 23...haha...had speeches by our principal before going up on stage to receive our Testimonial with our achievements attached...shook hands with my form teacher and subject teachers...gave a nice hug to my dear chemistry teacher, Mr Lee...he's a nice and smart guy..kinda funny and...lame sometimes...>.< my maths teacher cried..=( she's a good teacher...made my add. maths a B for prelims...physics teacher and social studies teacher wished me all the best...one of my favourite teacher...Mrs Wee...taught us Biology...one of the most knowledgeable teacher I've known..very kind too..gonna miss her..next was my chinese teacher and physical education teacher, Mrs Chin and Ms Wong respectively...Mrs Chin didn't cry!!...miraculously..haha...ms wong looks real great there...both commented on my dressing..like a big boss..hahahaha...asked me to open a travel agency...to provide them with discounts on plane tickets..if I ever open one...will provide free tickets to both teachers...hahaha..felt good before leaving for my seat..all my classmates were busy asking for thier photographs taken..and ask me join them in...cool!! love this kinda thing..very exciting...although my greatest wish was to..take picture with HER...=( guessed all cameras our class possessed may have my face in there...thanks for all the comments that all gave me for my dressing..hahaha...bad or good..the buffet started...all went for it...CHIONG AR!!!! but as gentlemens...we sat down and let the others first..after the area's been cleared..we took out time to get our food....haha...food was good..yummy yummy!! saw Mr Lee near the buffet area..."CHEERS!!"...marcus and I...before going back to our table....forgotten to get his number...haha...need to ask him questions soon..took our class photos...we took lots and lots of pics...first time I ever take this much....rare opportunity to be in such a nice outfit...we were dismissed at 9pm...went to West Mall...didn't know why we were there though...haha..left for Bukit Timah to have a nice game of pool..went home at 12.30am...hahaha...first time I'm this late for home...bet ALL of us had a GREAT time there...was the best graduation night so far throughout these years...this year was the first...would like to thank the pricipal and teachers of HYSS Pte Ltd for this wonderful occasion planned for us...Miss All of You....and HER of course...been in my mind throughout the day...never left...=D
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